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Please don’t cry.

In My Dream

그녀가 돌아오네요 미안하다고 하네요
익숙했던 그리운 그 손길로 어루만져요
날 보는 안쓰런 눈길, 듣고 싶던 그 목소리
다정하게 이젠 울지 말라네요

널 내 품에 안으면 사라져 버리고
눈물이 흘러 베개를 적시면
난 그제야 잠에서 깨어요
아침은 늘 이렇게… My Love

영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도
여전히 그녀로 깨어나도…
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도
오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 수가 있어

그녀가 웃고 있네요 너무나 오랜만이죠
그런 모습 그렇게 보고 싶던 나의 그녀죠
그녀가 걷고 있어요 어떤 사람과 다정히
내 가슴은 무겁게 내리 눌려요

또 난 꿈을 꾼 거죠 식은 땀 흐르고
아파서 기억 조차도 싫은 꿈
난 온종일 무엇도 못하고
시간을 보내겠죠 My love

영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도
여전히 그녀로 깨어나도…
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도
오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

이제 흐려질 만도 한데 그녀는 점점 짙어가요
어제 꿈에서처럼 오늘 내게 와요 이제는 혼자 잠들지 않게

영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도
여전히 그녀로 깨어나도…
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도
오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

오늘 그댈 다시 볼 수만 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면, 돌아오면…
한번만 네 곁에 잠들 수 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면…
그대로 깨지 않고 싶어
잠이 들 수 있다면…

[Kyuhyun] She’s coming back
She says the apologetic words
I miss these hands that always fondle mine
[Sungmin] Her eyes that full of apologetic feeling, the voice that I really miss
as she deeply said “Please don’t cry”

[Ryeowook] You, I get you with my arms, then you were disappeared
It feels like the tears fell down and wetting my pillow
In the end.. I wake up from my sleep
Every morning always be like this… My Love

[Yesung] Forever.. I hope that I’ll fall asleep like this
I wake up and there’s still your image…
Even that I hope I won’t be dreaming again,
I fall asleep and her image is appearing again today..

[Donghae] Her smile
It’s been a (very) long time
I missed that smile appearance.. yes, she’s my girl
[Sungmin] She already went away
fold in another’s arms
My heart feels like burdened and broken into pieces

[Yesung] am I dreaming again?
Shaking along with these cold sweats
Dream that I really hate to remember, it’s hurting..
It stuck me, makes me can’t do anything
Together with you, spending our time, right my Love

[Kyuhyun] Forever.. I hope that I’ll fall asleep like this
I wake up and there’s still your image…
[Ryeowook] Even that I hope I won’t be dreaming again,
I fall asleep and her image is appearing again today..

[Yesung] Everything becomes so gloomy, but her reflection is getting stronger
[Kyuhyun] Today she’s coming to me, like in the past dreams
Now I don’t sleep by myself

[Ryeowook] Forever.. I hope that I’ll fall asleep like this
I wake up and there’s still your image…
[Yesung] Even that I hope I won’t be dreaming again,
I fall asleep and her image is appearing again today..

[Kyuhyun] If I can see you again, if I I can be with you , if you come to me again….
[Donghae] If you can stand by my side, sleep beside me again, if it can be happened again…
[Ryeowook] I never want to wake up..
[Yesung] If I could fall asleep…

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The moment when you almost drop your tears.

Using a dry voice with a dry tone, on the surface, teary tired eyes, the seemingly unfeeling you keep many things to yourself, but you said warm words that are so good to hear… I broke down with tears that are hard to hide, and almost overflowing from my heart.

I’m not you, that I won’t ever know what happened with you. But one that I really know about you. You are a tough boy, strong-hearted man that you won’t let anybody to know your weak and tired feeling. You always try so hardly for moving and never give up of anything.

You’re tired right? But who will understand about that?Who will truly know about that type of thing? Those who haven’t been through all these will surely not understand. Although that we might not be able to be as close and talk about everything. Even if its like that, I already felt very fortunate to let my heart and mind to know who you are, who “Cho Kyu Hyun” is.

As you really miss your noona that far away in the others’ overseas country, we really miss your smile because of her embrace and her attention to you. She understands you every little bit that none of the other can do it for you, your lovely noona can do it for you. For making you smile even more..

Do you know that I’m noona to you? Even it’s just 1 day older. I already knew you since your first time debut with Super Junior. From the beginning that you through your hard times with the other 12 members, rejection of many fans about your appearance with the other members. I didn’t even care about it at that time. I didn’t even want to know who’s Super Junior nor Cho Kyuhyun. But it forced me to realize about 1 thing, “Love begins from your eyes, mind and heart.” I was starting to get that meaning when I watched you, struggling your life, against those of pains from the accident that nearly robbed your life. I know that I wasn’t being with you from the beginning, but I’ll be with you now and forever like a timeless clock that never ends. I know there’s nothing last forever, but at least until the time that you already found your real happiness.

When there are hard times, if I’d just listen to your voice for a moment, I could forget everything and smile it off. I was so fortunate to be able to know you. Because you’d make me smile by just being yourself. I could find you even if you go far away over there. Because you’re smiling inside of me. I know I’m a fool.. Even though I know, all I can do is watching, can only watch you from afar, and so we could even become strangers. Just like a fool I can’t even bare to say that I love you. More and more everyday.

I don’t even care about who’s the girl that you must to act sweetly and lovely on the stage, in front of the camera… and I don’t really care who’s the girl that close to you now, even that actress, singer or whoever she is. I just care for your happiness, if you’re happy for being with someone that really special to you. I’m happy.

For now, with just a word of “Fighting!”, I have understood everything. My strength is recharged. I thought of your bright smile… Just think of your bright smile, that never fails to make me smile.

You still can give your smile even in these tiring days. And starting from now, please make us smile even more. The way to make it happens, that just for seeing you to be healthy and smiling from your heart.

Please don’t cry again. Cho Kyuhyun. I love you.

So touching message :’(